Wish Fulfillment is an undeniable part of all fiction, and there is nothing at all wrong with it, in and of itself. I Just Want to Be Loved is a specific. Because I wanted to be loved. I just wanted to get close to you. Because I wanted to be loved. I lost. Buy I Just Wanted to be Loved: A Boy Eager to Please. The Man Who Destroyed His Childhood. The Love That Overcame it. by Stuart Howarth (ISBN.